A poet knows The name of all places And directions to none - Not a Poet
I write because it hurts And if I scream they will know my pain I don’t want to scream Don’t want to shatter the serene mirror That holds together All false reflections The world holds dear For the blame of it Would lie on me And I have enough confessions to pardon In my soliloquy
I slept late yesterday There was a tempest inside me And my mind was anchored loose I was swayed, buffeted And at once painted still As if my soul Was the albatross From the Rime of the Ancient Mariner And I thought: Every murder is a suicide in a way Isn’t it? To surrender the right of your life to someone else Without a fight There are many types of murders Of trust, flesh and mind Common massacres Gruesome One of a kind… It’s getting dark
I should have had dinner But the lights were too bright And candles too dim The plate felt soft And the spoon too thin Or was it me Who felt brittle and blind With so many dreams to dream And so few days to do (Now that was a lie For I cherish my own incompetence Like a child does it’s once favourite but now broken toy)
I am afraid I have found The edge of my reason And the world beyond (And would you believe it?) Is a mirror… It seems me and this mirror We are obsessed with each other In finding faults In pointing out to one another Our own shrinking horizons Until one of us agrees The threshold of our limitations
I slept late yesterday (No, I already said that Pardon, it’s the mirror reflecting my memories God I am tired)
I find poetry as a gentle reminder, a medium to relay and dwell upon all things considerate people find inconsiderate. Poetry as an art is akin to a lamp or a magnifying glass. It trails volumes of meaning behind obscure, vague words. I have been writing for a time now, and intend to do so for the time to come. And hopefully, hopefully, hope that one day, someday, a person stumbling across this veil of words, find it alluring enough to shift aside the curtain and peer, into the eyes of the naked truth which sways with the wind of reason. If you have any thoughts, it would be my pleasure to know them, if you don't then it would be a pleasure to not. Be my guest. This feast of words is for you.
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These days, my heart swells with immense pride watching you take on a different style of poetry altogether and completely making it your own. To those who are familiar with your previous works already know that what a beautiful talented being you’re but My God, lately, the way you’ve been tearing your heart out in the open with honest and truthful vulnerability, and…just letting us peak into the depths of your raw emotions…with such grace and ease…
As a loyal, faithful reader, I am at a loss for words as to what to admire more…the show of sheer courage that you’ve shown in the departure from being an almost stoic writer to a passionate but vulnerable poet or simply, the painful rejoice I feel in watching you become you.
These days, my heart swells with immense pride watching you take on a different style of poetry altogether and completely making it your own. To those who are familiar with your previous works already know that what a beautiful talented being you’re but My God, lately, the way you’ve been tearing your heart out in the open with honest and truthful vulnerability, and…just letting us peak into the depths of your raw emotions…with such grace and ease…
As a loyal, faithful reader, I am at a loss for words as to what to admire more…the show of sheer courage that you’ve shown in the departure from being an almost stoic writer to a passionate but vulnerable poet or simply, the painful rejoice I feel in watching you become you.
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